Big Water. small boat.

February 10th, 2010
Written by bp

Hang on, as this ride will be quick and wicked as I get up to speed. This waxing will also be shot from the hip, and unabashedly less poetic than perhaps I prefer it to be.

About six months ago, I left Indiana and moved to LA for a change in career; moreso, I did this for a change in life and scenery. The job I had in Indiana was pretty good. The work, the environment, the cash, the benefits. Some good people. All great things. However, I wanted to taste life a little differently than I had been. So I took a risk and left it behind. A leap. And during a tremendous national economic strife.

Get busy livin, or get busy dyin.

Well, more of a calculated gamble. I was fortunate to have a good job lined up. That being said, I knew there were risks, as the new gig was clearly fraught with its own perils of chance and being impacted by the recession. However, the move west happened, and life was an adventure. Much good new life, and reflection on experience past.

And then winter happened (a crazy thing for a midwestern volk to experience, their first “winter” season in southern California). Mid January, one of our clients dropped. Such is business, and such is the entertainment/TV industry. Our workload slacked (particularly mine since I directly handle work from this account). Panic stunk the air, like burned out electronics; not sure where it is burning or what it is burning, but you know it is just not good. Danger of shakeup in the company.

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I’m not here.

February 6th, 2010
Written by bp

Really, this just seems so far away in my mind…

Photo Chris Bergin, The Star Press (Muncie, IN)

On Pessimism

January 28th, 2010
Written by Big Rome

Continuing the recent riff on the distinction between optimism and hope, I had a thought in the doctor’s office this afternoon. I spend a lot of time thinking about underlying assumptions and motivations for orientations to this or that issue. In the midst of that consideration this afternoon, something novel occurred to me: pessimism is, at bottom, an expression of vulnerability. Many friends who self-identify as pessimists have related to me over the years that if one is pessimistic, one is never disappointed. When one is vulnerable to disappointment, one is best served to protect against that disappointment- or so the argument goes. While on the surface, this ethos seems pragmatic and utilitarian- it reveals a deep interest in, engagement with- and vulnerability to- expectations and outcomes.  Pessimists are not apathetic and they are not naive. In a very real sense, then, pessimists -not blind optimists- are the best candidates for conversion to the camp of HOPE. Facing the fear of disappointment, taking into account the obstacles faced and remaining open to life’s tough bargains seems to me to be a useful enterprise.

Perhaps not, but I am hopeful.

A Friendly Reminder To Challenge Your Assumptions

January 22nd, 2010
Written by Big Rome

While I am not ready to accept the argument that it is a “natural” human trait, there is certainly plenty of evidence of a particular kind of logical fallacy swimming around in analysis and arguments of all kinds. Often, when folks describe the actions, intentions, or character of a group of someones with whom they disagree, they ascribe to that group a a great deal of homogeneity. We’ve all heard it and we’ve all done it: “They’re all the same…They all read from the same playbook…They all do this or that.” When folks talk about what “Black folks think” or “How religious people are” or “How women drive,” they are assuming that all members of those groups are the same. That their identities and interests are all the same, or at least markedly different from members of other groups.

The fact is- as the diagram above represents- that in-group variation is often greater than between group variation. Put another way, two members of the same group (Category A) might be more different from one another than any two members of different groups (a person from Category A and one from Category B).  To use a practical example, two randomly sampled pizza delivery guys are just as likely to be different from one another as they are to be similar- in many, many ways.

This post is meant to serve as a reminder, not least to myself, to question my own assumptions about the groups and categories of people that I encounter and study.

Race and the Religious Right: Example 4,342

January 15th, 2010
Written by Big Rome

It’s not just that what Pat Robertson said is heartless, mean-spirited and hateful. It’s not that it is totally historically inaccurate, and it’s not that it is a nearly unprecedented example of blaming the victim. It’s also worth noting, however briefly, that it is terribly racist as well.

Robertson, and I suspect millions for whom he is a guiding light, has a hard time explaining how it was that people of African and Native American descent threw off the chains of imperialism so long ago without the help of a some supernatural force.  Yes, long before much of the rest of the hemisphere had emerged from colonization and subjugation, proud group of people of color- led by revolutionary Toussaint L’ouverture- crushed  the mighty French empire. So invested is Robertson in his own whiteness, that he cannot imagine a situation in which black folks might get the better of white folks without the help of the Devil. Robertson’s quirky theory is not just about his usual God-on-our-side attribution of disaster (see his comments about 9/11 and Katrina)- this time it is a clear representation of his racial politics.

This vision of the Haitian people and their history also absolves people of European descent- especially those from the United States- of any complicity in the degradation and overwhelming poverty suffered by the Haitian people for so long. No market reforms, no amount of economic or humanitarian aid will make a difference- these people are cursed and doomed to their fate. This kind of supernatural attribution, then, serves both to rob black folks of their agency and proud history of resistance while obscuring the role of the rest of the world in creating a situation in which Haitians (even without natural disasters) live and have lived for so long.

As with any comment like this one, it is not so shocking that an individual holds such a worldview. What warrants attention is that Robertson’s choice to publicly endorse such a position suggests that there are millions who share this way of seeing the world. And that, not unlike the earthquake that destroyed thousands of human lives, is a true disaster.

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Another In A Long Line of Random Observations

January 12th, 2010
Written by Big Rome

I was just listening to an interview with folks involved in the making of the movie  The Big Fan and something occurred to me. For most folks, being a true sports fan is about having strong opinions- to be filled with certainty about a team’s personnel decisions or what factors might cause a team to do well or to do badly.

I offer an alternative: in sports analysis, like political analysis, being truly engaged is about seeing things from multiple points of view, understanding that things have many causes, and that solutions are seldom simple. To be clear, this kind of understanding- this kind of orientation to the situation- is not mutually exclusive with strong opinions or strong engagement. I submit that perhaps the opposite is true. One can only truly arrive at a strongly held perspective when one understands the full complexity of the issue at hand- including evidence to the contrary of that strongly held perspective.

A big part of our problem, it seems to me, is that this kind of analysis is (so they tell me)  not good TV. So we have Jim Rome and Glenn Beck. But once again, I stand astride the the disappointment of today and am hopeful for tomorrow. I am a Chicago Cubs fan, after all.

Let’s Make A Deal

December 20th, 2009
Written by Big Rome

Dear Conservatives:

I would be more than willing to grant you your absurd suggestion that anthropomorphic climate change is just a big hoax if you would be willing, just for a moment, to suspend your certainty that the market is always and forever the best and only arbiter of a just society.

I look forward to that discussion.

A Quick Point of Historical Order

December 9th, 2009
Written by Big Rome

In the flurry of reaction to Senate majority leader Harry Reid’s comparison of conservative resistance to passing health care reform to historical instances of conservative resistance to change, one is taken back a bit. It’s true that Reid’s argument was stiff and awkward, but the substance of his point is not really a historical controversy whatsoever: political conservatives have resisted change throughout the history of these United States.

We would do well not to confuse or conflate the conservative political philosophy with the Republican party- especially in historical terns. Contemporary conservative Republicans – especially in the South- have often (if deceptively) pointed out that it was the Democratic Party that resisted Civil Rights in much of the South from the 1890s to the 1960s. What this rhetorical slight of hand ignores is that those Southern Democrats were unambiguously philosophically conservative. Every major advance toward a more just society in the history of these United States has been opposed by conservatives. The record is clear. Below is but a sample of the changes and advances that were opposed political conservatives (whatever their party)  at the time of of the change (whether through legislation, legal precedent, or general practice).

  • Extension of the franchise to landless (poor) White men.
  • Publicly funded education for all male citizens.
  • Abolition of the Slave trade and limitation to its practice in established zones.
  • Abolition of the practice of slavery.
  • Extension of the franchise to all non-whites and women.
  • An end to child labor.
  • The 8-hour work day & worker’s compensation.
  • Establishment of Social Security and a basic Social Safety Net.
  • Glass-Stegall Act- establishment of the FDIC and regulation of the financial sector.
  • Passage of the GI Bill and the Fair Housing Act
  • Creation of the FDA, EPA, Department of Labor, and other Worker and Consumer Protections
  • Brown vs. Board of Education- desegregation.
  • Voting Rights and Civil Rights Acts.
  • Passage of Minimum Wage Laws.
  • Loving vs. Virginia (an end to bans on interracial marriage)
  • Higher Education Act- creation of the Pell Grant and Loan Programs
  • Establishment of National Parks and land set-aside for non-commercial use.
  • The Equal Rights Amendment (not passed)
  • Clayton Act – Trustbusting and other regulation of commercial interests
  • Establishment of Miranda Rights
  • Establishment of Medicare & Medicaid

Very, very few folks who identify themselves as conservatives in the modern political environment would argue agains the existence of any of these rights and institutions. One wonders- on the one hand, why do so many conservatives ignore their own ideological genealogy- and on the other, how many issues currently debated will be as shocking to the conscience of future generations as the idea of debate over the moral imperative of the above issues is to our own.

A Constitution Day Drive-By Thought

September 17th, 2009
Written by Big Rome

On this Constitution Day, it’s worth considering how it is that the so-called “strict constructionists” or those who strive to find the “original intent” of our founding document might interpret the following passage from the preamble:

…to promote the general welfare…..

as:

“you’re on your own, bitch”

Just a thought as we consider the way forward in our developing society. Ironic that those who presume to have the received wisdom have an interpretation surprisingly close to their own worldview.

On Iran

September 2nd, 2009
Written by Big Rome

A very simple observation, and one that seems to stand up under the weight of a good deal of recent scholarship: now the the religious fundamentalists in our society have less power and influence, the grip of the religious fundamentalists in Persian society (and in much of the rest of the world) is weakening as well. The ability for fundamentalists in each society to create fear and hatred of the other has diminished- and that attenuation is certainly not coincidental.

As has been suggested here in the past, the “clash of civilizations” is not one between Islam and Christianity, but between fundamentalism and religious tolerance. On that score, citizens of both Iran and the US are in much better shape than they were 3 years ago, though both societies have a long road ahead to step back from theocratic impulses that still rage.

In Sight it must be Right

August 15th, 2009
Written by bp

Lawrence, Kansas. Home of the last, most westward Steak N Shake. Get yourself a strawberry smoothie today.

The Trains, Man…

August 1st, 2009
Written by bp


Audio: The Trains Are Gone

Stepping into the way-back-machine, this is a recently unearthed excerpt from a recording project I did my junior or senior year of undergrad, circa 1998…or was that ’99 and 2000?

Sometimes the moxie, silliness, and serendipity I have amaze myself. I didn’t think I had it in me. This wasn’t part of the intended musical art project of train recordings. This was one of those moments when an unknown colorful character I encountered on the tracks started relaying, unprompted, what he felt was a political decision that impacted the labor and economic status of Muncie, Indiana, clearly implicating a former mayor and the local university. Clearly, according to this man, “Muncie is fucked up.” I seem to recall that there might have been something prior to this part of the recorded conversation, regarding Amtrak and its discontinuation of service in the late 80′s-early 90′s. What possessed me to start recording, I don’t know. But man, is this a gem.

Dan Canon. Muncie. Ball State. Trains. Jobs. Sometimes a man just wants to be heard. Let him have a voice. Let him have the mic.

Tell me how you really feel, brother.

Bye.

See you in the woods

August 1st, 2009
Written by bp

woods

“I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived … I did not wish to live what was not life, living is so dear; nor did I wish to practice resignation, unless it was quite necessary. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life, to live so sturdily and Spartan-like as to put to rout all that was not life, to cut a broad swath and shave close, to drive life into a corner…”

(61) (Thoreau, 1854).

As I clean my closets and cabinets for this move, both real and digital, I find little self reminders and messages.  According to the time stamp of file creation, at some point exactly two years ago to the day, at 5:30am, I decided this quote from Walden was something for me to save to ponder.

Exodus: Approved

July 24th, 2009
Written by bp

If I had a closer, this would be it. Thank you, and Good night, Muncie.

The Tranquilizing Drug Of Gradualism

July 24th, 2009
Written by Big Rome

The above titled phrase, so aptly coined by Dr. King as a warning against those who would suggest that “the time was not right” for Civil rights gains in the 1960s, rings quite true today.

While real fundamental change toward substantive universal healthcare in this country approaches political viability, the president councils moderation. Though our administrative costs are the highest in the world and though we are the only wealthy nation that does not cover all of our citizens, our leaders fear “too much change.” The president advocates only gradual change away from the dominance of the corporate insurance machine. Not too radical a step toward a single payer plan, he warns. The political will is not there, he suggests.

Our descendants will look at this moment not as pragmatism, but as cowardice.

If not now, then when? If not here then where? If not us, then who?

It’s fitting, I think, to close with the phrase that follows the above warning in King’s famous speech: Now is the time to make real the promises of democracy.